| | When i got back from new york city classes were just too overwhelming. It is also due to the place where i moved to. I-House. I moved from Gibson, to I-House (both dormitories). From January 5th until now I've met just so many people.
There is two things i love in college, first or first and second is I-House and ACS (asian club). I dont know which one i love more!. Both have super cool people.
I-House:
The reason why i love I-House is because I got to know everyone quickly. In 5 weeks, i got to know almost everyone on the ENTIRE floor, academically and in a personal level. Its amazing when i think of this year compared to last year. In the beginning I-House all went to a lunch out at a greek resturant and got to know each other. It was the first time seeing everyone ont he floor together in one place (besides living in the dorms). A few weeks later we all went to the ski-trip at Bristol Mountain. That was another place I got to know the people more on the floor. That ski trip was my.... 4th? 5th? time snowboarding? it was definately KICK ASS. But the greatest thing about I-House is I could walk down the hallway bored and just knock on people's doors, or walk right into Beary's room (RA) and hang around for an hour or two without awkwardness. If i'm bored i can walk into the lounge and watch tv on the HUGE plasma screen. nothing gets better than living at I-House. Maybe its becasue there is a 50/50 ratio of guys to girls. or maybe its because people there are more comfortable with diversity. I suppose the place of living does change the way one can look at college life.
ACS:
The reason why i love ACS is becasue there is a connection among all the members.... ASIAN INTEREST. and becasue of that we can all talk about something and can relate to... OUTSIDE of all the hectic and busy busy school work. Parties hosted by them are fun to go to, and I have to say, theres much more girls than guys in ACS than anywhere else. Its funny how people get drunk, me watching them while im a little bit buzzed, they do funny stuff. ACS pushed me outside of my comfort zone a little bit to meet more people and talk to more random people. Becasue of the Fashion Show hosted by ACS, I got to know them more on a personal level. By just going to the club meetings is not enough to make good friends, I would have to go to parties and performances hosted by them so that there is this "bonding experience". It was weird at first, but once i got to know who they are, it becasue easier and easier to talk to them. Even though a bunch of the girls I met are going to graduate this year,,,, its a nice thought that I met these people and wish i got to know them better.
If only this was my Freshmen year, how better could it have been. It feels like I am reliving my freshmen year of college, but with much harder schoolwork.
ACADEMICS: This quarter I'm taking Mechanics, Thermodynamics, MicroEconomics and Multivariable. I droppped multivariable because it was a bad time for me to take it with the professor. He doesnt give out homework and i suppose it was not time for me to grow up and do problems out of the text book during my free time. Mechanics is moderate, Thermodynamics... O my goodness, this is a class i try hard to understand during every single lecture, but i cant understand anything. I do the homework problems not knowing what i am doing, I sit down in the exam room not knowing what i am thinking. It has to be the worse feeling ever. I just feel so stupid in the class.
Going back to the previous entries I've done... I still do think of her everyday, and at time, almost the start of every hour and the end of every hour. Even after all this stuff that happened this quarter, I think of her alot. But since January, I have not talked to her. She called me once during a perfect time, but other times, i feel to awkward calling her. Its been too long since I gave her a call. I feel sorry, no I am sorry for not calling her, but I need her to be ready when i talk to her, and me getting ready for me talking to her. Its just been difficult for me while she is .... I dont even know what she is in... seems like a relationship, but she tell me otherwise. I just don't understand how can you tell someone "I love you" while you are in a relationship?? it confuses me in many ways.
But i know one thing for sure, is that I do Love you still.
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