| | Okay, its been quite a while since my last update and its mainly because of the college work and moving up to RIT. Last entry I talked about how jealous I was, STILL AM.... I dont know why but i still mindlessly dial the 11 digit number to talk with her.
Almost after each time we speak now, I just dont feel happy and comforting, my heart just doesnt feel warm and loved. Its actually the opposite. I still love and love... (i am using the word love too frequently, which takes the meaning away from the word).... and really truly still love her... (LOTS, i just cant describe). But I dont feel the same from her.
Its really depressing... I just dont want this to happen but its happening! how do it stop it? When I end the conversation... its jsut like ending it all...
Why... does she have to do this to me? Doesnt she know what I am feeling? Gave her lots of hints, but she just doesnt respond to them...
But really, I just want an answer.... (but truthfully) I want the answer I WANT. I dont want the other answer.
Just 3 words. I can't say now....
Just 3 words....
I Love You
Such an old fashion guy... i am.
But i'll still be waiting.
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| | Posted 10/1/2008 11:01 PM - 8 Views - 0 eProps - 0 comments
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